It's intriguing how certain things will trigger certain memories from your past; scents, certain phrases, music, settings, etc. This morning I went through some of my things and found a CD I had purchased at least 11 years ago, Ace of Base. I decided to play it and when the player played one of the songs I remembered a certain day in my life that I had experienced with my brother. We were listening to this song on our mother's stereo while playing Donkey Kong Country for Super Nintendo; I can even remember the level we were playing. I miss him so much, I always wonder what my life would be like if he were still alive. I'm sure so many things would be different, he always said that wherever I moved he would live right beside me... at the time I hated that idea, now I think that we would be room-mates.
I do find that it's very comforting that he is saved and in Heaven, so at least one day I will see him again.